Everything that used to mean so much to me doesn’t mean shit anymore. I uses to spend hours on end going crazy worrying about stuff that when I look back on it now, shouldn’t even be a thought in my mind. Finally being able to truly let it go will be one of the best decisions of my life. & I know when I look back on it I’ll be proud to say that I lived happily & worry free. I’m not letting other people control my emotions & have them determine whether or not I have a good day. It’ll all be an affect of my doing. I’m in control of my future & I will not let anyone else control it. It’s easier said then done but I’m pretty determined. Fuck people & their shit. Just cause they’re unhappy doesn’t mean I should be. & I know my worth & obviously you don’t comprehend that I deserve the best & yeah being abused, cheated on, & oh lied too. Doesn’t fall under “the best” category so guess what? Your ass is getting kicked to the curb yah jackass. I’m happier alone. P.s. you’ll never find someone who loved you as much as I did, I bet your shitting yourself right now cause you know it’s true. But hey, I love myself more & I don’t need you so piss off.
- fuck youuuuu, your “princess” (; B

I love being in love but I hate the struggles of being in a relationship, is it truly worth my sanity, pride, and energy? I really fucking hope so.